The Wall of Delay

i just think in this prison of nex, it's literally a jail cell that has four walls. The wall of delay is the nauseous feeling of i should be further than i am right now. Man, that person turned me down, i'd be further along. And they just didn't like me. Another wall of that prison f next, is the wall that i call destroyed. I've put my work in to day, delayed, eni, destroyed and discouraged. I don't deserve next. I've made too many mistakes. I've blown it too badly. There's still miracles that are untapped in your current season. If god hasn't opened the door for next