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Siegfried Idyll

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The Effect of Growing Up on Me

I would have never thought it when I came in 1998 to be playing as the principal cell of this orchestra that I used to go and listen to as a student. The effect on me actually is that I feel like I'm still looking for my parents' approval, just like I did when I was four years old. It's possible, you know, not to become an adult on the inside. Really becoming an adult is something that's been interesting for me. You know, realizing what you didn't develop emotionally or whatever, and you spent years still trying to please people. At some point, you have to do things for yourself.

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