How I Got My Interest in Physics Mathematics and Consciousness Orientation

I've been curious as the moment I found out that you were doing this podcast for your own podcast. How did you go from being the race car driver there wouldn't you to being who you are now. My interest in esoteric knowledge and curiosity of the occult is tracks all the way back to when I was a kid like I've always been interested in astrology and psychics, even religion. So what was it that got you into that and if you could kind of give me the background story of how you went from like incredible race car driver that everybody knew tell me how you got into this whole sort of physics mathematics interest life and consciousness orientation.