Is It Hard as Hack I Ya?

The last chapter of your book is this tragedy that you experienced with you, with your baby son. It was like a god stroug chaldis, as far as an experience of god. I still not really an atheist. But it was just such an iatily transcended, transcendent, and like our language doesn't have the right word for it,. Cause it felt yo god like, but not anything with the way that i used to have a feel i had a relationship with some higher power.