Everything you're watching Everything you're reading all the people in your life your family Mm-hmm your environment like the weather it's been raining for like nine weeks in in California. And I'm like am I depressed and it's like it's the fucking weather so like that's what I think is interesting and intriguing about either Spiritual practice obviously getting going deep and finding truths that way or certainly those sacred kinds of medicines that can help you golike I just realized Like I love you or whatever it might be like or I love hating you or I'm codependent with you orwhatever it might be Yeah, it's times like I was saying that to you because we are codependently