As opposed to like humble bumbleness, which can still be, you know, I mean kind of an art of like an artifice of second half or something i don't know if that makes sense yeah it it does um because we were told

oh my god i have this story jonathan and i i've told it i should try to tell it publicly more but i did tell it at a moth storytelling event oh did you really that's fantastic here's yeah i've been trying to do the moth here in portland as much as i can it's been a really good challenge as a story yeah but uh for those of you listening so i had the i had the immense opportunity to be on the prices right in 1999 and with bob barker i got called up on stage and i played for my when I got up on stage, I played for a Cadillac, and it came down to, this is gonna tie in, it came down to where the game I was playing was pick numbers out of a bag, and there's Xs, so it's like three strikes, you're out, so it came down to where I had like one more number and one more strike, so it was a 50-50 chance, and on, and like immediately happened. I was like almost even unaware that it was happening. But what I was trained to do in the church is if I ever got to a place of influence, and I ever got to a place where I would be in front of millions of people, I need to throw up the name of Jesus. And as I'm reaching into the diet and Bob Barker's like, pull out a number. I'm like, Bob, I'm going to pray to my God, Jesus. And I pull out a strike. I pull out a strike and I lose. That's amazing. And I've done that talk where I like have the video and then I pause it and I like, like walk through it. And I'm like, do you, cause like you see me on my hand go up and point like this. And I'm like, do you know this moment? Have you ever had this moment? And it is a funny thing that we were indoctrinated into going, you being big is wrong. It's all God's glory.