Why I'm an Atheist?

In two thousand 17 i was fortunate enough to witness a total solar eclipse. I found myself, and i was like, theorist is another thing that kind of makes you unique among atheists? Ye. For sure there's, i definitely get a lot of pushback on it,. But i was very convinced of this idea that, look, if we, if took something like the point of view of the universe, every one's value is equally the same. And so at this point, i had a rejected perfect beantheism, but i still wasn't ready to give up religious concepts altogether. So looking at other alternative models of religion that would be put forward by someone like spinozza