There was a growing gap between official aganda and people's senseess. The whole system was based on the power of distribution. If you were connected to party or government structures, you had access to special shops where you could actually purchase normal things. So it was so much disconnection. And it didn't take a long time for me to figure out. But having said that, i don't want to pretend that i war t youto just as i wanted to become a hero. No, all i wanted is to become a wall chamber. That's it. I'm here to tell in 79 and 80, while i was highly critical of the system,. All my mind was about winning