I Lost My Best Friend, and I'm So Sorry, I Was Sorry for What I Did

"She said things to me that she knew about that there was no way that she could have possibly known about," he says. "Even if she had talked to my parents, it's things that they wouldn't have even known." 'I carried around this guilt about dating his best friend for about 12 or 13 years' He adds: 'He unburdened that for me and I left that trailer feeling like a lighter person'