"I have photos now when I look back at the shit that I was on my website, and I'm just, it's just atrocious," she says. "That was the start of me finding my way out of this diagnosed life I was deemed to live for the rest of my existence" She started building beaded bracelets with an eight-millimeter bead in a hole; then he bought her a pipe cutter so she could hammer them instead of using kitchen table. The pair married two years after being told they were TBI survivors.