There's so much emerging now about how models over the last couple of decades have been preyed on by bosses, by clients and I've struck by you're a kind of whistleblower on the industry. What made you want to sort of expose that now? You know in that piece I write about being not being paid but you know being invited to go to dinners in LA when I was 19, 18 where your fed party promoters set up these events.