My Achilles Heel and Musician

I remember sitting principal to an all state band my junior in high school and the conductor looks at me he was like what the hell it was like you know and I this was something I was absolutely terrible at. People called me the kid who looks like a freshman but is actually a senior but he was spot on with that whole idea of accuracy and slowing down really statement. "It's almost a thinkless job if you have one note or if you're just turning pages you can fuck it up in myriad ways right"