The writer has always been driven to talk about things that people don't like to talk about. In some ways, in my nutty, outsider sense, i'm allso very vulnerable and very, i don't say fragile, because that's, that would be giving power to others. But i'm definitely vulnerable. So it's not like i think, oh, i just love when peopleDon't like what i do but i feel compelled till i get to other kinds of truth. And so i can't, you know, i can't seem to not do that. If it pushes a button, then i think it must be touching a nerve. And if it's touching a nerve