There's so much of my life as going like, what what would it take to, like, i'm always in search of a y. And then i need a good flow state, like i need to be in a rhythm of just kind of doing things and and getting positive feedback and seeing results or that sort of stuff. So if i want to write now, stand up. I only have in ry this date. It's that great gaffagan joke i quote all the time, ever, of a saturday where you have so many things d you just do none of them. That's soMuch of my life, yes, trying to find the motivation to do anything.