Hurting Abusive Family Motivates Me to Kill Myself

You should also consider the possibility that there's actually something physically wrong with you. Give it a shot. If it doesn't work, try another one. In a week if it makes you tired, that's a good and you should know in a month if it makes you feel somewhat better. Try it for a bloody year and see ifi cause you you know, you'll still be around in a year.