How Do I Deal With This Achievement?

I never thought for a long time that this, there was just such a period where it was like, this is not going to be a career. So the idea of winning a streamie or you're going to get nominated was not in the cards. I almost didn't believe how badly I wanted to win that award. We had our acceptance speech ready and dialed. Unbelievably a confident, but also I still believe. I still believe we should have won that award. And Tom Scott, the winner of the learning and education category is now our mortal enemy,. Probably does there and feels how much of an enemy he is to us. Sounds like a real Tom Scott thing to