When he's using a little bit, you love him. Cause it like sort of agrees with him. It kind of brings him to life. So I didn't and right around that time, I started having panic attacks and I had depression and anxiety. And cocaine agreed with you. No, and that's when I quit the cocaine too, because I was like, this is, this can't be helping. What kind of cocaine person were you? You made your life or the way you felt? Honestly, it made my life. Like all deficiencies I had as a human being were corrected by the drug cocaine.