Symbolic Life - A Mysterious Thing Too Lies

We live in a secular, cul an agubly, an anti religious and spiritual culture. We choose to believe, but i'm not sure we choose to believe anything. It's the sense of awe, the prickling of the hairs on the back of your neck that tells you when the soul is open to this thing that youn call the symbolic life. Can't make it happen. Go to church every sunday and take the eucharist, and you're lucky if once a year something really happens.