I'm Only as Good as My Last Performance

Carlos: We all medicate our pain differently. For some, frankly, its work. And ye, you know, my spider didn't cost me my family, but it cost my family, yes. The less and less he would show up in my life, the louder and louder the judgment from from good christian carlos. He had to apologize to himself for the amount of shame i was haping on myself because it was so unhealthy.