I'm Taking My Time Guilt and Sham and Blaming Myself

When I ask you a question what I'm sort of getting from you is that There's almost like this It almost feels to me like a geyser Where there's like this fountain of like guilt and shame that's kind of dominating your mind. So my understanding is that you were ill When you visited your then girlfriend in Croatia, correct? And Prior to going to Croatia you were ill and then you had seen a doctor presumably Yeah, and the doctor did what?