The Idea of Time and the Thoughts of Duty Disappear

i've been practising this for many s, but im i think because the reciprocity has been so thoroughly rinsed out of my mind that i just don't really have expectations any more. So when i go to a restaurant, i'm going there actually to have a good time. And it doesn't even matter if they serve the food, or if they spill the food on my pants or do whatever. You know, i am not in there with any expectations. I mean, service is of everything. Is a state of mind. And we can be of service at any given ir moment if we give it over. But there's also this feeling that nowther's something bigger