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The Line
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The First Time You Kill Someone
The first time you kill somebody, it is shocking. It is terrible. It changes your life completely. The only nightmares i ever hadi actually had two nightmares from the war. That was one of them. I just, you know, i was very callous and cold about it. And i drank. Any time it did come up, i would just drink. He didn't talk about it till november eighth of two thousand and 18. For the first time he held on to it for 15 years. His wife always asked him, what ere dreaming of? Nothing.
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