Beno: Dick always seemed enthusiastic when he was getting out on the water, but this time that enthusiasm was laced with unease. He had some s from his doctors warning him that he was sort of at risk of catastrophic diabedes. I think he knew that a hard attack was never that far away," Beno says. "I don't really believe that, e, that he was suicidal, but i do think he had a sense that that his time may be drawing near"