There are some things in your life that shouldn't be part of the market economy. Not everyone wants to or needs to be r tive about it, and not everybody feels a need to express themselves. If you want to create an info product for the market, in the creator economy, fine, go for it. But if your standard is higher, and you're finding tension between that and truly expressing yourself, know that there are other people out there who have thought about it too. Just might be difficult and challenging, but you can do it. You can make and you can succeed in own way.