Bracing Your Impact

I was, it was, whenever anything was too good, i was always waiting for that next phone call. And even when we were at the top of the world, just this, you were pregnant. Four days later, my house of cards came crashing down. I mean, i built a wall in front of me to prepare for impact. Even as i write the letter, i wrote the letter to anthony am that i start the chapter about, you know, waking up at buckingham palace. It is anxiety. Maybe just latent anxiety that i wasn't conscious of, but i certainly lived in that space for a long time. and i wonder, i lived inthat space since my