How to Monetize Your Story

i've always feel bad that people have lost money it was never an intentional thing and i will be thinking about the day when the day comes that i pay that back. There'll be days i'm sitting in my car and i'm like in tears just like over the situation because it's mentally draining to have that weight on your shoulder. When do you think you would pay that back hypothetically? A lot of it depends on how much i can get my story out there  it's definitely one of a kind and no one else has like a similar exact story as me so i think i'm Like on the verge of doing that I'm getting a lot of traction in just a short