You Know, I'm Paranoid That People Just Hate Me

I think that you and I are both people who very much enjoy a lot of a very specific kind of attention. It can be really easy to misunderstand the line between the part that we enjoy and the part that is like horrifying and overwhelming. Like in my case, I'm always paranoid that people just hate me, especially now more than ever. That's another reason why I feel like I could never go back on Twitter, at least as myself.