Aren't You Defining Your Existential History?

I think, this is an existentialist point, that your existence is defined by the questions that you struggle with your whole life. Or you might not know consciously what they are until much later. I guess for me, that idea of access, the questions of existence was really crucial. And then I just was always dismissive of Freud because he's trying to explain those questions rather than giving them all their proper weight.