Getting My Butt in Chair

Real life can throw a lot of things at you that no reasonable person could or should ignore. The only thing beating yourself up over missing your gord counts will do is add more stress and anxiety. Giving yourself permission to not always hit the mark is going to take a little bit of the edge off in terms of just mental health. If you can find some joy in writing again, you'll run to it for relief, rather than having to fight to keep doing it.