Relationship After Relationship

Codependents struggle with intimacy because we are so shame based. We're afraid that the person is going to reject us and abandon us. When i began to study the subconscious mind, when i began to understand the quantum nature of reality, i could not separate myself from the idea that somehow i was attracting these relationships into my reality. And i said, what do i have to lose? If the law of attraction or the principles that govern time and space are real, and i learn to honor them, then i'm going to win. The worst that could happen is my mind set improves and i feel like i have more control. I felt like i was going to die in that relationship.