Your Best Life Now Everyday, Everyday

i am reeling from feeling like i'd had this life, and now this life that i loved was gone. The hospital doesn't let you go home unless you know how to walk. I saw an enormous display of joel ostein the tell evangelist, prosperity preacher, who had best life now books on display. And i just lost my mind. So i went in with my little ivy pole and just started taking apart the ay,. which in my houghtsslay in my mind. It sounds to me impossible, because life is uncertain, yes, but what does somebody do if they don't tolerate uncertainty very well? How do you get to be familiar withthis uncertainty?