I'm an Anomaly

When i was a young seeker, when i was in my army twenties, after meading autabongo, the youngan conveyn to some experimenting with celibacy. Then i was always living in a monastery, trog locking ongedor surrounded by beautiful, vivacious, attractive women. But i was becoming kind of disgusted by by this kind of programme relationship to lust in sexuality. I didn't feel free while i shipted by own my own sexuality. So then bhe night when i got above in the spiritual world, and i sowo so many, someing, like so many of the greatest schools in the time. The great teachers had me to clay in