"I love what you said. It's like that you weren't getting into acting because you wanted to razzle, dazzln and shine," she says. "It took me a long time to figure out ... Your shit is your shit." The comedian has been working with her therapist for 20 years but still goes several times a month. 'i'm knocking on whatever the hell i don't think tt,' he writes of his self-loathing.