How Did It Feel for You as a Child?

"I don't know if i was born an atheist, or if i just went through such extreme abuse and isolation," she says. "My first thought at 12 was, that's rape. I should never exist um." She writes about growing up in a community where sexual abuse for children always feels wrong. 'For a lot of the tean agers that grew up in the first round of the children, in much more isolation, with much less choice'