The Unconscious Mechanism of Listening for the Next Message

There is always the next message and it's always available to you. The question is can you see it? I've been on a trip now. My trip has taken me through psychology more or less responsibly. Then it took me from my academic career psychology into psychedelics which led him to end his psychology career rather dramatically by being fired from Harvard. And then I got that feeling of being a yo-yo and then I finally went to the East looking for a scene. If anybody knew anything else since I didn't know enough to figure out how to do this trip I couldn't stay inside the door. They were yelling the secrets but I couldn't hear them because I was looking at them