Is There a Difference Between Identity and Identity?

i went through a period if my life of, like, i don't want to die. Then when i went into a period of maybe i'll live forever. Then i got cantrwant to die. But now, lookingi like the technological landscape and the prognostications by very brilliant people about what's coming. Now i've started toying again with the idea like, wait, maybe i'm not going to die. Only this time its like, oh no, ye, we're not going tod maybe, like, there may be something where we cold like put ourselves at our funeral. Yes, all these people were able to get out, but weros weare