Self Esteem

If i'm in a state of high self esteem, which means that i i view myself as being al k, i'm all k. I'll take risks when my self esteem is threatened, because there's too much at stake. But if my self esteem isn't threatened, i'll take folking risks in work that i'm doing. If losing work over the pandemic leads to me havin' lost self esteem, then i have to accept that i'm not at my core. And sometimes i need to be seen to be successful. So for me, it's about acknowledging and saying to myself, i am insecure, all right? Saying to myself: 'I don't fundamentally