Polyamorous Relationships

Even when i was in polyamorous relationships, i still felt that urge of, or that sort of pole to compete with people with my metamors. At times it was just competing for partners affection, or at least feeling like i'm getting the most am out of time, or the most a mon of affection,. Or i really am the one who is the best, you know. And i've defly cana beenn either side of that spectrum at different times. I actually have to be very, very min full and very careful about screening people who are going to be a good fit for me. That's a really interesting sort of dual world that many of us straddle