i wanted so much to be like averill and be able to break out of the old and moon people or whatever. But just feeling, so i still feel it now, like going to make a joke, or like, people a kicking ball in a park. And e feeling really mournful all the time that i'm still can't break out of that thing. I feel really mournful about it as well. Lk, especially with, like, yet we, it's all right, we spend unless we just happen to have this, like lola bunny aptitude for something that comes ak really natua. Also, whe were very sexy at the same time. Like, o