Live Production vs Post Production - What Is the Difference?

i am way worse extemporaneously talking on this show than any of my overshows, because i know there's something in the back of my brain that tells me it can just be fixed later. I nead to cut myself on this show in ways that doesn't happen on my overshows. And i prefer this show cut that way. A, but it is a strange thing that my brain does. There are like maybe two or three shows that i do where somebody will listen before it's done. And i am way worse expressing myself an those shows in a coherent manner. But there there is a huge difference between producing something live when you know an audience is listening and producing something