Do You Know What's Going On?

People will say it's a load of nonsense, and they'll offer all kinds of facts that prove that it can't possibly be. The main thing i want you to be able o do is o efend yourself, protect yourself and avoid this stuff. It doesn't really matter what others thinka, maybe to some people it doesn't, but to me, i found that it was really upsetting. And now i'm waffling between, am i lazy? Am i stupid? Am i self centred? Which i could be, i'm not saying i'm not. But maybe there's another explanation i can actually do something about. So i am not going to deal with