How Do You Find That Behaviour?

If you're in a bad place, if your anxiety is flaring up, or feeling blue, you're also saying that you won't create. So i would find it hard to find the motivation to to sit down right. I've become a bit more compassionate with myself. If i find myself benjon netflicks, playing video games, and i'm not writing or doing whatever, i out and i say to myself, i'm feeding my unconscious mind. Instead of flagelating myself, saying, why aren't you inside writing? Why aren’t you inside creating? It will go into my of value as as a valuable nugget, and will inform when i