Is That Clarity Found Through the Writing Process?

I started with it and then I just checked in with it repeatedly. As I continually, you know, brought myself back to that once upon a time test, I could see very clearly where I was starting to veer off. So that every day was helpful to me. It helps me kind of remember where am I in context of the whole thing. This with this book more so than what I miss you when I blink, I knew I had a sense of knowing where I was going. I knew where I wanted to land. And that may be why in the end, bombshellter feels so much like a memoir rather than an essay collection.