How Much Do You Think the War Affects You?

How important do you think the war, his experience of the war, was in in his books and in the preoccupations that went into them? I mean, its obviously was big in your childhood. Yes, it was huge. And i think that reflected his own experience. He had so many complicated feelings about the war. He could feel guilt about dresden. He could feeling rage about the holicourse. He could feels the terribleness of knowing that it had happened at all. So he didn't worry about whether he was going to have children or not because he thought there was going to be an end of everything.