Curtis: I had a breakdown, started having anxiety attacks, like panic attacks. Couldn't function. Ended up having to go on disability, and it just broke me. Andi went on disability for months. i ultimately ended up recovering from the symptoms, but i tried to go back into the pastwort, but i just couldn't do it any more. But basically, i resign pretty shortly thereafter. And that's the story of how i became, david, a former senior pastor.