You're Not Going to Fall in Love With Reality That Way

You can pursue engineering or science in a very shallow, materialistic way. You're not going to ever fall in love with reality that way. Some things will excite you more than others. Not everything will be equal in your eyes because yor ised. That's fine. So what you can do is you can use creativity as a sort of medium and a leverage, like a lever,. In order to deepen your appreciation and connection to consciousness. And the more you become aware all of it is conscious, how all o it inter connects, the more awed you will be by it. Because reality is just consciousness in different ways.