The Parasocial Ideal of What I Was in Edited YouTube Content

When I started streaming, people exclusively knew me from edited YouTube content. In edited YouTube content, you don't experience the range of human emotion. There's a conventional editing style for YouTube content and it can feel weird to just completely throw away the existing like wisdom. People are watching the video. So why would you tweak that? But then you live in acting like a human being or somebody meets you in person. It's like, they're nervous, but you're like, I need to as well.