One must make a deliberate choice to pursue spirituality, like the buddha did. He set out to find an ultimate solution to the problem of suffering and made him vivicannd he set out to see god. But this is the tragedy, choosing the pleasant, they end up in a very unpleasant mess. Unless one makes a deliberate choice, unless one steps out to learn spiritual life is not possible. It won't come with the flow of things. So it has to be an effort from a deliberate, conscious choice from our side. That's why most people don't do it. They don't take this decision. Why not? E says, both of these come mixed up together