Is This What Music to Feel Like?

Lik, she made it very cool or acacceptable to be a bit of an outsider and be more weird. And i feel like when i became intellect emo music and hom punk and stuff like that, feeling like how music cound have emboldened me to be like a bit weird and rebellious. I just really wanted to be scary like her and make my parents scared that i was going off the rails, cause i was so sensible. So much. It's weird, like, cause when i was growing up, i was all blond, and, like, really, i was quite little and what could i sound likeit all right? When she was like, what did she call