Is It Not the Most Probably Thing Anyway?

I'm always really surprised when i remember, like, um, i'm very grateful that i get to do what i do, i really am. It's funny to think that we might have been a part of it in or like, actually doing something that was very different. I mean, not to be, not being a narciss nartist, heretoyou think that it was particularly not right,. But i felt like it was really missing, and that it was very right. Is it not the most likely thing anyway? And it certainly wasn't at the time i started to show, right?